I sort of understand what you're going through, but strictly through what I've read on here as well as a few bulletins. I kind of went through something where I just didn't trust anyone for about a year. I barely hung out with anyone or spoke to anybody. When I finally wanted that to change, I didn't know how to because I got used to it and I'm still kind of suffering from it. (I don't know how to open up to people.) So I want you to think about how you really want to perceive yourself years from now. You're going to have to trust people. I'm not saying just give it away to anyone and everyone. You have to be selective with this type of thing, but if you go through life with your guard constantly up, you'll find yourself unable to get close with anyone.

As for our myspace discussion, it seemed like you needed something to get your mind off of whatever was going on so I made an attempt at that as well as an attempt for us to have a good conversation. It would appear as though both have worked.

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